A question that is often asked is “How do I know when it is my small inner child or a learned behaviour that is affecting my internal choices?” I do want to talk about how each of us have several emotions and then a true feeling/knowing that goes on within our heart and mind as we are asking for new experiences. There is no greater gift we can give ourselves than to be able to see up front and personal how the little child and our learned behaviours are only visible when we are beginning to take charge of our emotional well being. That is because our learned behaviours are incorporated to support a small inner child that at a very early age, because of a story we lived through, without having a Guardian walk with us through the experience so that even as a tiny child we are shown when we could of made a different choice and how that different choice would have showed us how differently the story could’ve been.
Now you are doing just that, with practice of the evaluation process before your make a choice and then looking at how did that choice affect the style of life your are in the process of creating, you are writing a new story. It is during the evaluation process that you are being your own Guardian. When you place both the glorious part of the experience on the scale as well as the things that were unsettling to you in the experience you get a different picture. It is looking at how the good feels were supported by your evaluation before hand, how when you asked enough questions about how you were holding yourself and choices you made before, during, and at the end.
Looking closely at when you were fully aware of the people playing with you and how their choices ended up affecting how you made your choices and how you can clean that up in yourself. Remember, looking at all of the players and how they play with you, will give you a direct line of how you conduct yourself and what you need to address and change.
Yes, become aware that the reason it is so easy for you to see what is going on in those wonderful god beings that you interact with is because you are asking for change. The only way you are going to be able to really observe how you interact with others is to see through your own eyes how it feels when that vibration that you are sending outward is then immediately experienced by you from the outward source back to you .
It is very glorious the way the Universe answers you and how quickly if you are aware that you can literally change your life by simply paying attention to how those emotions are running away with your heart, putting doubt and fear in place of the true source of knowing. So the simple fact is, when you feel doubt or fear you are hearing that small inner child beginning to show themselves saying, “don’t forget me, what about me, I never get to….” It is the inner heart of knowing that fills your heart with the knowing that even though this new choice is so different than what you have ever done before it is you and only you that can take the physical step to make change no matter what any one else may try to decide for you.
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