As you are beginning to truly understand how to use the evaluation process, and you see really wonderful results, you will begin to see this world in such a different way than most others do. You will hear people who you love talking and yet they do not realize that their words reveal they are standing deeply in the ‘less than’. It shows you where the undercurrent lies within their concepts and ideas. It shows you where their fears are about the state of affairs, about what they believe their world is truly like.
When you are working on having your creations, the style of life, or those special things that you have always wanted to experience, and you seem to keep missing it by just a smidge do you ask yourself why? I know for a very long time I spent lots and lots of hours learning how to be positive, and then wondering why the things that I felt should be my experience never seemed to touch me for very long. I did get to touch some of the successes I desired or I think I would have given up. Then I began to realize that if I wasn’t willing to make the changes that were really sitting in my heart about the world that I lived in I sure would not be able to even feel the world I wanted to have and experience .
Okay, I know I have been spending a lot of time writing about talking to yourself and truly communicating with yourself. Understand that it is very easy to slip into talking to yourself rather than truly communicating. It is not easy to break old habits and beliefs about the truth of this world that we live in.
How do you maintain these new concepts of communication? You can see the benefits of communicating with yourself because you are seeing real changes in your world, yet there are still hiccups. Why do you think it happens that when you are trying to express the truth about you the feedback that you get is of mistrust or anger or frustrations or any and all of those emotions that create so much havoc with your heart?
When you are walking in the truth you are going to feel like you are always being tested. For a very long time will say to yourself, “Why me? Why do I always have to understand? Why do I always have to give?” Do you hear these words? Have you felt these words? Yes?
In my last blog post, Why should you be satisfied with only sometimes being happy?, I was talking about having this piece inside of me that made me push myself to find the truth that was going to make me feel good about living the life I was living. It was not that by looking at me, you would think I had a bad life. Yet, even in that, I was raising children was married and working out of the home sometimes.
As one walks into their new creations and it is a major change in your world it is sometimes very easy to get lost in the chaos or the breaking of the old mold. Sometimes you may tell yourself to break the mold you have to walk away from everything and everyone that has been in your world. I am here to say you do.
When one begins the walk of learning totally about the concept of SELF, where do you go? Does one become totally self absorbed to the exclusion of anyone else in your world? Does ‘Self is Necessary’ mean that you have to do all things by yourself?
Today is a special blog post. I would like to share how we can feel our sadness of a dear and beloved friend or family member passing from this world into the 5th dimension or as some call it… heaven.
When you are learning something new about yourself, do you take the time to study the old and the new of you? This is a time and space where you will become most creative. As that excitement of learning something wonderful about yourself is swirling around you in the most glorious way.