You have now been practicing the art of questioning and being your own Guardian. Yet you still are having difficulty in taking those actions steps that stand up for you. It has been so long that you have spent worrying about other peoples feelings and needs it just simply feels wrong to you to stand up for your personal needs. So this simply means you have to continue to evaluate your self- worth over those other’s needs.
As you are beginning to truly understand how to use the evaluation process, and you see really wonderful results, you will begin to see this world in such a different way than most others do. You will hear people who you love talking and yet they do not realize that their words reveal they are standing deeply in the ‘less than’. It shows you where the undercurrent lies within their concepts and ideas. It shows you where their fears are about the state of affairs, about what they believe their world is truly like.
As you are beginning to see, to choose just for yourself you must blend the feel of your value and your heart. You have spent so much time listening to other peoples hearts and what their needs are, and you have done your bloody best to fill them, yet here you are sad, and you feel like with all you do for others, no one else seems to be able to hear that it is your turn.
When you are working on self-value and worth have you really taken the time to see just how much value and worth you truly believe you have and are worth? It is far easier for us to say the words, but your action steps say a far different thing.
There is only one way to truly find your value, your worth, and the love and joy that you desire and deserve to experience. The acceptance that you take the time to find the truth for yourself. What does that mean… take the time? Those words, ‘take the time’… does that sound like beyond what your life style can handle? Are all the responsibilities that you have accepted weighing you down? So how do you then take back time for the spiritual walk you are embarking on?
So you are beginning to walk in this new understanding that you are and have always been totally and completely in charge by the choices that you make for your life. Have you let that course through your veins? Have you taken the time, given yourself the opportunity to let that feeling of being the one and only person to make your choices only for you?