So you are living your life… it is going wonderfully… yet you keep having these emotions that would in the past have you reacting with upsetness. Yet you can recognize it is not the person or persons you are with that is creating the scenario that should have you reacting internally as you are. What is going on?
I would like to share with you how you learn to evaluate before a scenario plays out in your world. And then how to walk through the experience and then once you’ve walked through the experience to once again evaluate how you did. What emotions came up for you? What choices would you make again? What choices would you drop from your mind?.
As you are beginning to see, to choose just for yourself you must blend the feel of your value and your heart. You have spent so much time listening to other peoples hearts and what their needs are, and you have done your bloody best to fill them, yet here you are sad, and you feel like with all you do for others, no one else seems to be able to hear that it is your turn.
When you begin to follow your heart it can be very confusing because for so long you have been following someone else’s. Yes, you have… you have been following either someone who really does love you but because they gave up their hearts at an early age, have directed you to their very best or you are following someone who is so terrified in living that they simply think that controlling everything and everyone so they feel something is the way to go.
I have just began to talk about our communications with ourselves and matter. I shall like to explain a little about how your internal communications in truth with yourself is what makes the weight that you feel in your heart as you walk in your everyday life .
What does it mean when you talk about learning to communicate? Are you talking about communicating with your friends, family, co- workers, or are you talking about a much more personal communication with that one person that is the most important in your life?
When a decision is made it is imperative to only make choices that support your new decision. What I see is once a client or student makes a life changing decision, they seem to feel that they have to hedge their bets with those people that they live and interact with.
As one walks into their new creations and it is a major change in your world it is sometimes very easy to get lost in the chaos or the breaking of the old mold. Sometimes you may tell yourself to break the mold you have to walk away from everything and everyone that has been in your world. I am here to say you do.