How do you ask a question of someone else when the subject is very near and dear to you? I am talking about those questions that affect how your little girl or boy get triggered and want to make you scream and yell and even at times cry. Well I hope you know me well enough by now that of course I am going to go into the spiritual side of this question.
You have now been practicing the art of questioning and being your own Guardian. Yet you still are having difficulty in taking those actions steps that stand up for you. It has been so long that you have spent worrying about other peoples feelings and needs it just simply feels wrong to you to stand up for your personal needs. So this simply means you have to continue to evaluate your self- worth over those other’s needs.
In class last evening we spent most of the time going over the homework of looking at the stories that were preventing the students from really walking through the process of evaluating before an event and then right after.
When you begin to see that you have created a behavior to protect yourself from the very life you are living it is at times very overwhelming to try to take charge of your life. There are so many things that you have to bring to the table.
So you are beginning to walk in this new understanding that you are and have always been totally and completely in charge by the choices that you make for your life. Have you let that course through your veins? Have you taken the time, given yourself the opportunity to let that feeling of being the one and only person to make your choices only for you?
How do you, as a new student in communicating with one’s self and learning to really hear and begin to make changes, begin the communications with the children in your lives that we have now acting out because of you not taking the physical steps that were necessary to create the happiness in your heart.
I have just began to talk about our communications with ourselves and matter. I shall like to explain a little about how your internal communications in truth with yourself is what makes the weight that you feel in your heart as you walk in your everyday life .
When you begin to see that you are talking but nothing is happening to make changes in your life expression, it is up to you to begin a process to find out why you have the opinions and beliefs that support the very lifestyle that you no longer desire.