When you are learning to stand up for the new walk that you are taking what do you do when you find that those around you are now using your vulnerability as you learn to share the deeper parts of who you are?
How do you ask a question of someone else when the subject is very near and dear to you? I am talking about those questions that affect how your little girl or boy get triggered and want to make you scream and yell and even at times cry. Well I hope you know me well enough by now that of course I am going to go into the spiritual side of this question.
As you are looking at a part of your experience make sure that you always connect it to one of the tools that I have been sharing with you. Such as… asking yourself did you respond because of what was said or done or did you react because of a learned behaviour or maybe it was because that little child within you flared up and reacted before you could truly look at what was actually happening?
So as I was sharing earlier, when you feel numb and simply do not see the glory of the world around you, what you are really feeling is the separation from your true god source. Scary? Well it should be. You are at a crossroads. Will you be making the choice of getting back into the connection and the path you chose before you were born?
When you are walking in the truth you are going to feel like you are always being tested. For a very long time will say to yourself, “Why me? Why do I always have to understand? Why do I always have to give?” Do you hear these words? Have you felt these words? Yes?
I have often contemplated upon why our religious teachings began to take us away from the truth. It did not seem fair to me that the truth was not at our disposal. That the truth of how to love, how to fill our daily needs, how to grow in spirit, how those simple God given rights were very quietly taken away from us.
As I write this blog post I am going to write under the premise that you understand that we are always, in our every moment experiences, in a lesson plan that we choose just for ourselves. Under that premise I am going to begin by working with this question…
Why does a new person in your life make you feel so wonderful? The whole reason that new people can come into your life is because within that process of being you, you are making conscious choices to have change in your life.
I was recently talking on my radio show, Self is Necessary, about relationships and why so many people seem to want their Ex back. During that program I was discussing the energies behind why people come together. There are many things that need to be broken down for easier understanding and so I shall spend some time in the next few blog posts doing just that. Hopefully I can share the information in a way that will be understood and accepted by you.