I was speaking of being a child and as I am watching them as they first come to our plane of existence here. They have so much to learn. Then they get a Parent instead of a Guardian. You can see it everywhere with so many Mothers and Fathers.
How do you, as a new student in communicating with one’s self and learning to really hear and begin to make changes, begin the communications with the children in your lives that we have now acting out because of you not taking the physical steps that were necessary to create the happiness in your heart.
There is a wonderful feeling when you begin to see how the little child within reacts in the way of sabotaging your life. When at first you become aware of these little child emotions and how they can have you make choices that really take away from you the very things your heart and soul are yearning for, you start to feel a sense of relief.
What is it to be stopped dead in your tracks when your broken inner core keeps popping up? Well is this not the million dollar question? I am talking about these things because as always, I am working on myself, and as I see where I am falling down I figure I should share the learning curve with all of you .
I would like to begin with talking about compartmentalization… how we do it and why we should not do it. It is probably the biggest thing that gets in our way of true understanding of the Universal Truths.
Okay, so now I am saying you are lying, your are lying to your friends, your family, your closest loved ones. Are you blooming mad yet? You should be, you should be mad enough now that come hell or high water you are going to find the truth for you! The truth that sets your heart free from the turmoil that you find yourself in from time to time. Because that is your clue, my sweet and wonderful friend.
In my last blog post, Why should you be satisfied with only sometimes being happy?, I was talking about having this piece inside of me that made me push myself to find the truth that was going to make me feel good about living the life I was living. It was not that by looking at me, you would think I had a bad life. Yet, even in that, I was raising children was married and working out of the home sometimes.
What does following your path really mean? It is so often talked about– following our own music, our path, but does anyone really know what that is? I, for one, read so many new age books to try and find the path, the ‘secret’ that was going to set me free from my fear of filling my needs.
Why does it seem when you think you have a handle on your life, you have a direction and you feel good about the direction you are going and the choices that you are making… that you wake up one day and all holy hell has broken loose in your life?!?