Where do you think it goes? Why do you push away from yourself the very information that would set you free? Yes you, as we all do, have those thoughts in your head that say, “Oh I shouldn’t feel like this” and what do you do… you then shove the feeling away from yourself. Giving yourself all kinds of practical reasons why you should not feel the way you do.
What is the hardest part about keeping yourself on track so that you are always filling your needs? When I am working with you I can see how your intentions are all so powerful about changing the course of you life, yet you come back and feel bad because you have somehow lost sight of the need that you started with to change your life.
When you really begin to see change in your life and you feel and understand how to fill your needs and create a parameter that is for your happiness, you may begin to see hits and misses and wonder what it is that is going on.
There is a wonderful feeling when you begin to see how the little child within reacts in the way of sabotaging your life. When at first you become aware of these little child emotions and how they can have you make choices that really take away from you the very things your heart and soul are yearning for, you start to feel a sense of relief.
Choice, reactionary Choice, and using the Scale. I am sure you are thinking to yourself what is it that these three words might have to do with my ideals on Self is Necessary. This is extremely important to always keep in mind when you are beginning your serious study on changing yourself and walking each and every one of your days in the truth and light of Universal Truth.
What is it to be stopped dead in your tracks when your broken inner core keeps popping up? Well is this not the million dollar question? I am talking about these things because as always, I am working on myself, and as I see where I am falling down I figure I should share the learning curve with all of you .
Again I would like to talk about losing out on a creation that you have a great need for. At the same time you are asking me to describe for you what a need is. I do have to say that question does take me back a bit. I have had to sit back and contemplate on how to describe for others what their needs should feel like and how they can know that it is their need when I am explaining to them what their need is.